Four boys keep you busy, well four of anything I think would keep you busy, I feel like I have been in and out of a cloud of fog these past 2 years or so and it is starting to lift and I am starting to feel human again somewhat and not a baby-making wet-nurse nose-wiping diaper-changing butt-wiping housekeeper chef taxi-driver caretaker personal shopper, well you get the drift, all rolled into one and life is starting to get easier or maybe it’s not and I shouldn’t have said anything like I am looking up recipes again! and I haven’t done that in YEARS seriously recipes? who has the time for that certainly not me these past 2 years but I am becoming adventurous and finding recipes to cook something different I tell ya’ other than things I can cook with one eye closed because that is how I have been functioning since I was pregnant with Michael who is 2 now! 2! can you believe it because I certainly can not and now here I sit at the computer with some time to myself, holy shit, time to myself, while the little guy plays with some Legos and I thought to myself, well let’s take a peek at my blog because it has been so long and I got all nervous and overwhelmed and maybe a little sweaty and excited because I was once so invested in this and I basically one day just kicked it to the curb and now I have this time and well, I thought I would see how it’s doing and it’s still here and alive and kickin’ so maybe, just maybe I can come back and check on it once in awhile without feeling obligated because I am just now starting to think about it and how much I have missed it. Phew.
Eek, it’s been a little while.
I can’t believe I was still able to log in.
The layout is entirely different.
Will I remember how to do this?
Do I have time to do this?
Do I want to do this?
I’m so rusty. I’m so boring.
Will they want me back?
I got dressed today.
In real clothes.
I have been wearing yoga pants and sweatshirts every day, for oooh, months now.
But I have to go somewhere important tonite.
And, my gosh, I look pregnant!
And Chesty tends to get in the way these days, don’t mind her.